when there was ME and YOU ;'/

it's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.
i'm standing here but all i want is to be over there.
why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen?
cause now i have to pretend, that i don't really care.
i thought you were my fairy tale.
the dream when i'm not sleeping.
a wish upon a star, that's coming true.
but everybody else could tell, that i confused my feelings with the truth.
when there was ME and YOU.
i swore i knew the melody,
that i heard you singing.
and when you smile, you made me feel like i could sing along.
but then you went and change the words.
now my heart is empty.
i'm only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song.
now i know you're not my fairy tale.
and dreams are meant for sleeping.
and wishes on a star just don't come true.
and now even i can tell, that i confused my feelings with the truth.
because i liked the view.
when there was ME and YOU.
i can't believe that i could be so blind.
it's like you were floating while i was falling and i didn't mind.
BECAUSE I LIKE THE VIEW.
i thought you felt it too.
WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU </3

sii EX yang macam TAIK!!!

25-MARCH-2012

sii EX inbox.
he said to me:
EX; hye. long time no see!
saya: yoo! how r uu? (sepa jua mau SEE kau? apa yg sy replyyy nii? bodohsss ==')
EX; baik ba. kau pula? ehe.
saya: sihat ja. (buat apa laaa kau mau tau? ==')


19-MAY-2012
dia inbox lagii.
EX; hey, elly. apa khabar kau? rindu aku dgn kau tau. ehe.
saya: sihat ba. hmp ya lerrr tu. (apa rindu rinduu? ==')
EX; okeyy good. mm, iyabaa. miss aku dgn bekas syg aku. ehe. btw, apa number kau guna skrng?
saya: ohhh. ya lerrr tu. numb lama juga. kenapa? (damn. bodohssss! hell BEKAS SYG kau puiii ;/ )
EX; iya alley. kau ingat aku lupa kaa dgn bekas syg aku? hhu. IMPOSSIBLE tau. xpa laa if kau x pecaya. btw, seja tanya bb mau sms kau kan ^_*


** fuck off with the words IMPOSSIBLE.
i love you BEFORE, but now? hell NO!
why should i trust your shittt nonsense talk?!
ohh pelissssss! better takecare of your GIRLFIE.
i don't want to be the reason for your CRUSH later, BOYY.
stay matangg matangggg sampai kau tua teda gigiii laa! =='
WHO CARE?! perasan!
_|_ for you! c;

get outtt of my wayyyyyy.

you make me LOVE you c=

yes, i love you <3
you don't know how much i love you OR how much i really care.
you don't know how much i want you because all i can do is STARE.
though it hurts, i know i can get through cause i can get enough energy just by loving you.
i might say that i've moved on but i haven't.
i might say the PAIN has gone, but it hasn't.
you can hear me laugh OR see me smiling.
you wanna know why?
so that YOU wouldn't know it's you i'm missing.

it's you I LOVE.

LEE <3

I miss you. ;/

night is getting closer.
i hold up my jacket, listen to the wind.
my eyes getting wet, the sky says nothing but still i'm trying to find the answer.
dear god, why am i so alone?
why am i here with just this tears?
why?
there are times in my life where i'm just a girl who needs her boyfriend but he wasn't here today.
not even his heart.
it's hurting me :(
sometimes, someone comes into your life that changes everything.
raise the standards, makes you laugh and makes you feel like you.
there is something about him that you can't put into words.
and eventhough you're not with him, you don't want to let him go.
the first time i met you i didn't think that i would fall in love with you.
well, i just did.
and dear, i love you more than you ever knew!
just you, Mr.BikinPanas.
muaah! :*

LEE <3

why must we ended up like this? ;(

*** Being Alone is better than being addicted to Someone who can Leave yOu any time . . . ♥

when a guy break up with a girl and she begins to cry.

it's not because she's crying for the guy, not because she's upset.

she's crying because she's wondering what she done was wrong.

as if she wasn't good enough.

she's crying because she's going to miss the memories of being with him.

she's crying with what's left of her heart!






** i know i must learn to let go and learn to forget you.
but still, i miss you DEAR </3

Aramaii-tii at PAPAR.

behind the scene "Aramaii-tii at PAPAR"

saya tidurr petang jam 05.00 p.m time tuu.

then tebangun jam 6.00 p.m.

pastu saya onL.

tibatiba sii kakak menegur saya.

kakak: mau ikut pii sambut kaamatan sana papar ka?

saya: mau! sepa kita ikut?

kakak: dorang sii bonny(cousin)

saya: jam berapa jln?

kakak: nanti jam 7.00 p.m

**saya meningukk jam d laptop, almost 6.30 p.m sudah!*

apa lg. cepatcepat laa saya p besiappsiapp.

heyy, saya ada mandii okey! hahaha XD

pastu, jam 7.05 p.m gitu kami gerak.

kami ada 6 orang semua.

bonny, roger, billy, tazryn, kakak, and saya. XD

ndapyah cakap memangg penat.

++ lg peningg kepala naik kereta aa. =='

sii billy(cousin) duduk sebelah saya, mulut nda pandai diam.

roger(cousin) pendiam, tp kalo dia belawakk astaga LUCU! ;D

bonny(cousin) jadii DRIVER.

almost 8.00 p.m kamii sampaii sana.

saya makan, saya maiinmaiin, saya becerita, saya ketawaketawa.

10.40 p.m cousin saya bawa pulangg.

roger dgn sii billy stayy PAPAR.

4 orang seja kamii pulang.

then, time ontheway pulang tuu. sii bonny jd gentleman.

tibatiba seja ni baa, tehantukk kali kepala kau kan? haha XD
11.30 p.m singgah kedaii. tazryn, thanks for the BURGER KING.

12.15 gitu sampaii rumah. :D

**time di PAPAR**

saya ada jengukk acc girlfiee "fake" dia kunun.

and i saw something yg bikin sakit hatii.

then, I tried my bestt to enjoyy those sambutan kaamatan.

kalau teda cousin cousin saya, confirm saya "HUJAN" XD

but then i realized, he didn't worth it at all. 

thanksss DEAR :)

saya tidak tauuuu. :'/

aih, ni kalii la sy bilank.

knpa bh kau ni x pandai faham bahasa?

sy x mau kau tunggu smpai sy single balik.

carii la bh ppuan laiin.

banyak lg ppuan d luar sana tuuu.

yg lagii cantikk + cute darii sy!

jgn paksa sy.

nantii sy bencii kau.

cukup kau faham sy sudah BERPUNYA.

jgn mengharapppp!

kenapa bh kau buat sy mcmnii?

tolongglaaa ;/

sayaa sayangg dia baaa.

tolonggg faham.

jgn mau menyibukkk, kau tau kaa?

gaya kau tu buat sy bencii kau.

saya sayanggg "L" sayaaa. <3

kau JANTAN. jgn lg kau kacau sy!

tolongggggglaaaaaaa okey! sy harapp sangat sangatt kau fahammm (T.T)